Ellie,
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Ongoing27m
Last published Fri, Dec 19, 2014
Hey ell, I know you won't reply. And in fact I think that's quite beautiful. Hopefully in the event you do get these messages you don't regard them. That would ruin the purpose don't you think? The purpose I suppose is to let it out. I don't know wether I'm crazy for trusting you or mad for letting it out in the open. My feelings being it. Within the duration of a few weeks or months or however long I send these I'm pouring my heart and soul onto my phones keyboard. Again, please don't acknowledge or reference any of these if you ever really do read them. And on that note, Welcome to the horrendous world which is my mind ~Me
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