The Pains Of Being Me
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  • Reads 395
  • Votes 17
  • Parts 12
  • Time 14m
Ongoing, First published Aug 04, 2017
Mature
I am bent, but not broken. Scarred, but not disfigured. Sad, but not hopeless. Tired, but not lifeless. Alone, but not powerless. Angry, but not bitter. Distant, but not emotionless. Lonely, but not loveless. Depressed... but not weak. In the end, I am but a fading image who will cease to exist. An inevitable reality, for a realist like me. Such are the thoughts. Of some struggling alone. It's sometimes filled with unspoken strengths.

Table of Contents: 

Part 1: Cold 
Part 2: Thank You (a mother's day poem) 
Part 3: The void 
Part 4: Darkened Soul
Part 5: My Feelings Can't Reach You 
Part 6: Midnight Sky 
Part 7: Her kisses (queer inspiration) 
Part 8: I can't love you because...
Part 9: Sensations: Lust or Infatuation?
Part 10: The Vow
Part 11:Behind The Mask 
Part 12: Beautiful Lies

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why does falling in love really hurt?? like, i just love! why does it make me so hurt. and then, i realized... love arrives like a storm tearing down walls i didn't know were there exposing the raw nerve endings of my heart it hurts because feeling is terrifying but the ache is also the proof that i am alive .....