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A Handful Of Moments I Wish I Could Change(Jalex BoyxBoy)

BreakingTheCliche

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Reads 55,953
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BreakingTheCliche

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Alex Gaskarth: New kid. Quite. Gay. No friends. No loving family. He is seriously "messed up."
Jack Barakat: Popular. Rich. "Bad boy." Confused about his sexuality? Now he is.
Rian Dawson: Popular. Heart throbber and heart breaker. Falling in love is tough, trying to find love is harder.
Zack Merrick: Nerd. Gamer. Bullied. And in love with a girl out of his league.
What do these four boys have in common besides the fact that they go to the same school? They have Saturday detention of course!
Dark secrets. Past lovers. And high school. Will the unloved become loved?All Rights Reserved

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Teenage Nightmare (Jalex) by januarygloom__

17 year old Alex has a little secret and a dark mental history. He has a three month old daughter with a girl he drunkenly hooked up with. She's a secret to the entire school, since the baby's mom goes to a different school. Alex isn't ashamed, he loves his baby girl more than his own life, but the entire school doesn't need to know his business. Why should they? They relentlessly bully him enough for being gay. Why would he tell them anything else? Give them ammunition for more bullying? No. Definitely not. His two friends know, and that's it. That's all who needs to know. Until he meets Jack. Until Jack nags him so much to go out. Until he finally cracks and says yes. Until the baby's mom gives up and gives her to Alex to raise on his own. Until Alex's world falls apart. What happens next? Let's find out. This fic will contain some homophobic slurs, panic attacks, manic episodes, hallucinations, possible self harm. I will include trigger warnings. I update quickly as I have a lot of free time, so you might get a bunch of new chapters in a row haha. Read at your own pace.

This is Definitely Not Love...Right? [BoyxBoy] by SuckedInByBooks

[COMPLETED] Meet Skye Henry, the new guy at school, who happens to be gay. he thought he would have fun making new friends until he met Jacob Evans, the school bully. Skye is confused about why Jacob seems to hate him even though he doesn't know the real him. Could it be that Jacob knows his secret? And why does the most popular girl in school hate him so much? Find out in 'This is Definitely Not Love...Right?'

Mess with me, Mess with you (boyxboy) by FannyJosefina

"No matter what or when, I will never compare to a guy like him" What happens when Allan Wood gets caught kissing a boy in blood row highs school bathroom? He runs, and ends up in the territory of Jake Chess, the king of Lake view high. Between unexpected love and hateful words. Watch two schools crumble to the ground, as the students charge at each other, out for blood and power. And when the dust has cleared, only one person is left standing. But if it's the right person, or the wrong person, depends on who you ask. The first book in the bloody and exiting series, "Jake and his boys" BoyXBoy Fighting Bullying Drama SEQUEL OUT NOW! Look for "king of the revolution" Mature Published July 2020 🥇pride2020 🥉pride2020 🥉pride2020 Completed December 2020

Lullabies (Jalex) by Rockout102

Alex is a mystery. He is quite at school, but if he is around family or his bestfriend Zack he is happy as can be. But that is because after his brothers death he pretends too be happy just to show his family he is okay. Zack is his bestfriend since they were young. When Zacks parents found out what had happened to Alex and that h e was moving. They decided to move along with the Gaskarths to help them. Saddly, Zacks place was a bit further than Alex's was so he will be going to a differnt school. Jack, Jack's dad died and lives with his sister May and his mom. He is happy but most people mistaken him as a clown more then a person. When actully he is smart and is wise with words. But when he tries to talk to the new boy, he seems like a asshole. But one day Jack hears someone singing at a grave site. He hears the real lullbie. *Republished* 1st person pov

So Where Does that Put Us (boy x boy) by LifeDeep

"When something terrible happens to someone, everyone feels sorry for you at first, they take your hand and cry fake tears and say how 'special' you are, how strong you are. But after a while they forget...Then they don't see a person anymore they just see this terrible thing and think you're terrible because of it...It's like a little switch that goes off in people's heads: one minute everyone is your friend and they care oh-so much, then, when things die down, they become terrified of you. You'd be surprised to see what fear can make someone do." Justin Ivanov has never led much of a normal life, but when his sister passes away, his entire world falls apart. Trapped in an abusive relationship and in a school where everyone is scared of him, Justin continues to deteriorate, pinning all his hope on his confused best friend, Ben Fulton. He struggles to keep his family together without them finding out the hidden secret of his sexuality. But the more he fails, the closer he gets to losing himself forever. Ben Fulton doesn't understand what depression is. He doesn't understand why people have it or how to fix it. But when the sudden death of his best friend's sister leaves him feeling empty, he comes too close to comfort with just what depression can make someone do. Trying to sort out his own emotions, sexuality, and future out, Ben also has to balance trying to save Justin. But the more he tries, the more his feelings grow for his best friend, and the closer Justin gets to destroying himself.

For Balitmore (Alex Gaskarth/ Jack Barakat Fanfic) by werestep1

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Silent Cry (BoyxBoy) | ✔️ by BethieSimone

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Nothing Personal {Jalex- Book 3} by jstadrtyhdlm

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The pretty boy from the song (Boyxboy) by Semstories

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