Reaching For Nothing

These are short little things of my thoughts, some considered sad, maybe. A lot of them are about space/the sky. I write them when I'm having existential crises.
Its primarily written in 2nd person, with "you" but these are primarily my experiences. I will state otherwise if I havent experienced things.
content warnings: implied suicidal thoughts, implied self-harm, talk of self-hatred, existentialism, nihilism, fighting, guilt, mentions of death, mentions of neglect, mentions of eating disorders, mentions of mental illnesses, ableist language, slurs, implied bullying.
When I say mentions, please do not automatically think that I have, or experienced all of those things. I'm merely talking about them, if anything is incorrect don't hold back.