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Shizaya

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Izaya Orihara doesn't drink often, but today there was a special occasion. And by special occasion we mean a tragic reminder. Reminder of his past, the lies, the broken promises, the responsibility, and the absence. Today happens to be his birthday. Usually birthdays are supposed to be happy like 'hey you survived another year or you are a year closer to death so live everyday as your last'.  But for Izaya his birthday meant get drunk the night before, get pills from Shinra to avoid a hang over, and then continue to drink through his birthday and eventually pass out. Then forget the whole day even happened. But this year the universe has different plans.

Warning : smut, self harm, depression, mpreg.
disclaimer I own nothing but the plot/ story lineAll Rights Reserved

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Please Don't Save Me [BkDk] by th4t_cut3_g4rl

Izuku Midoriya is a 16 year old boy, he has planned his own death, yes that is right, he is planned how he is going to kill himself and he decided to try multiple times, he is so determined to die, and no-one in the class notices. A depressed and suicidal child who acts happy around others, his mother died recently due to suicide saying she didn't want to be near his useless self, and nobody, not even his childhood friend knows about his situation. His friends leave him out in almost every activity, this makes him overwhelmed with emotions and makes him fall into deep depression thinking they don't care about him and only pity him when he is upset, but when they try and stop him from killing himself, what will he think and do? ⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ --------------------- Self harm Suicide related conversations Suicidal thoughts Suicidal actions Character death Eating Disorder Attempted suicide Swearing Blood Hints of a seizure Mentions of a seizure Kidnapping ----------------- (This story has mean inko in, when she was alive) ----------------------------- If any of this bothers you or makes you uncomfortable either skip the scenes or don't read this book. -------------------------------- What happens when the happiest greenette in 1-A tries to kill himself over and over again? Will his classmates be able to put a stop to his self hatred or will they have to painfully go to his funeral? Read to find out! ____________________ Ships! ---------- (If you are unhappy with them then I don't think you should read his story) ---------- Bakudeku Minatsu Shinkami Momojiro Seroroki Erasermic

no...it can't be. (SHIZAYA) by No_1316

(Really just wanted to make one of these) One day Shinra asked Izaya to come and have a talk..... Then he runs in to Shizuo and they have a "talk".... Then he finds him self thinking about everything that has happened to him.... Then finds himself talking to himself.... ??What's gonna happen?? #1 shizuoxizaya - 3/17/22 #11 shizuo - 6/7/22 #1 izaya - 1/31/23 ( P. S Vorona will be in this story and she will slowly start to become a asshole for the people who like her but in the beginning she will be fine, that's it read this if you want to bye.)(There will be no smut...but of course Izaya is bottom✨)

What If It Was All Fake... (Depressed Deku X Todoroki) by aiko2o2o

IMPORTANT edit(31st march 2023): Okay so, this fanfic is very old and I was 11-12 when I wrote it so please if you find it cringe don't mention it 😭 it was also my first work ever and I can assure you what I do now is better. But if you still wanna read it feel free to. ⚠️self harm⚠️ ⚠️suicide attempts⚠️ ⚠️multiple deaths (?)⚠️ (Tododeku) Everyone know Izuku as a cheerful person that is always smiling and that seem happy all the time but... what if all these smiles were.. fake. "I lost her... and since that day... everything was worst than before He's trying to help me but... nothing works My 'smiles' are all... fake I forgot what happiness once was..." There's a hidden message in the book. It's also in first person POV (yeah...) Hope you'll like this crappy book. I update a lot. I have nothing to do with my life so I update almost everyday I do not own the characters nor the anime I own the plot and the fanfiction itself I also own the cover 👌 Happy reading Start: 26 May 2020 End: 9 September 2020 COMPLETED

Loveless by Mother_Neko

"I'm sorry I was never good enough," Izuku slowly climbed over the rails "I tried I really did my best to prove myself...So why can't anyone see that?" 'Do it Izuku.....it's the only way' Izuku let the tears fall as he let go. A large broken smile graces his face as the air harshly kisses his skin. "MIDORIYA!" 'It's going to be ok now' "Please save me" The small boy whispered as he neared the ground. No one notices that he's in pain. No one notices that the happy mask he always wears is crumbling. Everyone ignores the deafening sound of his cracking heart. Izuku Midoriya is falling deeper and deeper. Will anyone be able to catch him in time? ⚠️Warning⚠️ -Swearing -Self harm -suicide attempts -suicide mentions -triggering topics/Scenes -LGBTQ+ relationships -Bullying -Abuse -Torture -Death Ships included: Tokoshinkamideku (Izuku x Tokoyami x Shinso x Kaminari) Erasermic (Aizawa x Yamada) One-sided Tododeku One-sided Todobaku One-sided Bakudeku One-sided KamiJiro One-sided YamiTsu One-sided Kiribaku

Who We Were by PandoraButler

(This is a continuation of what happened to Izaya in One Hell of a Master. You don't need to read it to know what happens necessarily but it would be VERY helpful if you did. Just read the Brother from Another Mother chapters and Truth Is chapters if you really don't want to read the rest of the story those are the ones related to this one) Izaya goes about his daily life when dreams start to haunt him. They seem too real to be just dreams and Izaya doesn't know what is going on. Just what is happening to him? Cover: @SiIverPsycho

~Destroyed~ (EDITED) by Troubl3Dem0n

//FINISHED// Izuku having a hard life fines his father and some one or more to love? Ends up in rehab with 3 other people do they escape or do the they change for the better? ****SEQUAL SOON*** --trigger-- suicidal thoughts abuse panic attacks self harm maybe some overly explained things but there will be no smut, i repeat NO SMUT and NON of the characters are mine, just the story line and wright about them thanks for reading love ya byyyyyyyyeeeee

$Smile | Volume 1 | Mha\Bnha Fanfic by BrokenRanshu$

This is the story about how a little boy who longed for being loved..gave up everything that he had- Mind, Body, Dignity, Freedom, Happiness, Humanity and even his own life- in order to get it.. Yet lost the great gamble. How he lost all reason to smile yet kept smiling until his last breath -------------------------------------------------- Volume 1: Weakness. The world is an unfair place where the strong are loved.. and the weak are cast away. Izuku, a weakling who dared to desire being loved, sets on to become stronger to be loved by everyone. Especially his mama and papa. Strength number 1: Endurance ___________________________________________ TW: Graphical depictions of violence Detailed Gore Child abuse Domestic Violence Drug abuse Mind F**k Prostitution Other tags: #Mha #Fanfic #class1A #abuseddekuAU #villaindekuAU #SickdekuAU #IzukuMidoriya #BakugouKatsuki #orginalcharacters #noships #characterdeaths Yup.. Only those who are either as brave as Hercules or as tolerant as a rock should read this. Definitely 18+ Please don't read if you're offended/triggered by any of the tags and TW I really don't like to read hate comments ...im a minor so..please don't send me death threats ???? Also, you can watch the Volume 0 of the series on YouTube as a texting story! Link is here~ #1- SexualAssualt 22/09/23

Why □Tododeku □ by teen_bee

tododeku (depressed villain deku x todoroki). --------------------------- "Someday someone will break you so bad you become unbreakable" Izuku Midoriya had a bright future, a loving family, and many friends. That is what someone looking from the outside and knowing nothing about him would say. What happens to him behind closed doors is a completely different story. One he would do anything to rewrite. His life completely changed in the space of six months. Leaving so many questions unanswered. Why did this happen to him? Did he do this willingly? Did he kill all those people? Even his mother? Although he made some bad decisions in his life, he is willing to change if it means he can find love. But will those feelings be reciprocated to a villain? These questions and more will be answered. (Please read chapter 0 before preceding through the rest of the book)

Too Deep Too Late (Suicidal Izuku Midoriya) by BloodiedRedRose

Izuku copes with self harm and, one miserable night, goes a bit too far. Aizawa is luckily there for him and a journey to recovery begins. Things would be better if he wasn't having so many memories being dug up from the past. Why cant people just let him forget and move on? What happens when people around him start to notice?

Shinko's Pursuit by lunermoon10000

With his dreams shattered and his future seeming to be lost, Izuku Midoriya runs. He ran away from police custody before they even knew what to do with him and lived off the streets. He didn't know what to do. His mother dead and his source of stability gone, he looses his will to anything but keep fighting. Most people would turn to villainy after this, always searching with vengeance and an anger that could never be tamed. But Izuku isn't most people. He couldn't bring himself to hurt people so he decided he'd be a hero, just not by title. His heart has always longed to save those in need, after all. But he still has a goal in mind, and he'll do whatever it takes to achieve it. Or; Everyone is stupid + Vigilante Deku (The cover art is my own, don't repost)

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