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I wasn't actively searching for love because I only know one kind of it. My love for myself. Yes. I only love myself. That so called idea that seems so easy for others is something I know I can only do for myself. Ang mahalin ang sarili ko. People can't go blaming me. Kahit na sinusumpa nako ng mga tao sa paligid ko, wala akong pakealam. They don't know or have the slightest idea of my story.

I was living my life knowing that I'll cease to exist one day. All that matters is that I'm happy. Kung masagasaan ka man para lang sa happiness ko, sorry but the world is not for the weak. The weak disappears before the toughest of hearts do.

But he came. He came when I was already giving up on myself. When the people around me was willing to end my damned life for me. Finally! someone who can give me the perfect love I was longing for. Yung taong handa akong sumuko at magpaubaya.

Who would have thought na ang pinakamakapagpapasaya sayo ng sobra, sagad-sagad at umaapaw ang siya ring may kakayahang kitilin ang natitirang pagasa sayo. Na kahit pagmamahal sa sarili mo ay makakalimutan mo ng gawin.

I love you and this love's making me weak.