that's not blue.
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Last published Sun, Sep 24, 2017
sounds & words from the perspective of boys, mostly.
most of this is probably the outcome of me feeling down, tired or stressed out, so beware.
[content warning!] may include some distressing content. there will be warnings in the beginning of chapters.
the pictures used in this story are not mine unless stated so. all credit goes to the rightful owners.
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