Isabelle and Dean : Is This What Heart Break Is Supposed To Feel Like?

The last time I saw Dean Winchester was 2 months ago. He told me he had to leave. And when I asked him where he had to go, he said something bad happened with his family. I asked him if i could go, and he said no. He said he would be back in a few days. After that its kind of​ fuzzy. I remember a lot of screaming. I remember telling him I hated him. I remember him looking at me with a hurt face and a single tear fall down his face and him walking out. I remember sinking down to my knees and crying all night. The worst part was I had just found out I was one week pregnant. He didn't​ know. I wanted to tell him on our date night, which was supposed to be tomorrow. I didn't know what to do, so I went to my best friends house. I told her about the fight, about him walking out, about me being pregnant. She was a little surprised but said that she would help me raise the baby. I ended up staying at her house that night. And the next week, I went to collage to study to be a Lawyer. Classes were fine, except there was this one man in there that looked so familiar. Everything changed the night that Dean walked out on me. I haven't heard from him since.