The never ending Chase

How does he do it? How does he leave me speechless just by being next to me? How can he make my knees weaken, without actually doing anything? How can he cause my stomach to be filled with butterflies, without saying a word? How?
All these questions fill my mind, as I stare at the one who awakens these sensations in me - Chase Rivers.
I am Victoria Harrison. This story is about how Chase Rivers changed me. I used to be the quiet, shy girl no one really knew about. He caused me to discover another side to myself, a side I never knew even existed. The mistake I made by falling for him, made me the person I am today. The funny thing is, though, he torments me, without being here.... just by my thinking about him. I wish he would just leave me alone, but why would he? He isn't the kind to waste a perfectly good chance to cause a girl to suffer.
Now as I recall the past, I realise may be it wasn't his fault. Maybe it was mine. Maybe I didn't take the one shot I had.........Maybe it was forbidden even before it began........ Maybe he and I are too different........