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The Loneliness of Insecurities

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Time 6h 42m

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Have you ever been in love with someone that you just began to put your all into the relationship and to only receive a portion of it in return?  My name is James Trinidad and I'm the hopeless romantic that got his heart ripped from his chest. Love just didn't seem like it was on my side, once I gave it my all, it turned around and slap the shit out of me smack dead in the face. The loneliness began to over take my mind and had me questioning myself a lot. Sit back and ride along as I tell yall how this all came about.All Rights Reserved

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Smiles - Hell Rider's MC #3 -

* cannot be read as a stand alone * I hate him. I hate him so much. Why did he have to walk in here and do this to me? Why did he have to walk in here and make me question absolutely everything I had ever known about myself? Why did I have to fall for him? Why did he have to hurt me? Heartbreak is almost an everyday occurrence. My feelings are no longer under my control, and somehow the blame is always being thrown my way in this twist and turn relationship. Time to lock up my heart and throw away the key... If I can find the key.