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The Loneliness of Insecurities

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Reads 6,651
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Parts 26
Time 6h 42m

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Have you ever been in love with someone that you just began to put your all into the relationship and to only receive a portion of it in return?  My name is James Trinidad and I'm the hopeless romantic that got his heart ripped from his chest. Love just didn't seem like it was on my side, once I gave it my all, it turned around and slap the shit out of me smack dead in the face. The loneliness began to over take my mind and had me questioning myself a lot. Sit back and ride along as I tell yall how this all came about.All Rights Reserved

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