Suicide Notes
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This world is a nightmare that you can't escape. every cold breath I take is another breath closer to the last, but the farthest from the first.
how can one love when ones heart is shattered like the mirror behind my eyes showing the reflection of everything I've been put through; yet no one can seem to see the images I put forth as a pathetic cry for help.
the shards of my well being stand as the last pieces to the puzzle that I constantly try to put back together so that I can find some part of myself that wasn't given away to so many people that I claimed to love.
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