It's been a year since Camila Cabello's one lover Shawn Mendes went away, went missing. Everybody, including the media, were convinced he died due to travel accidents but Camila couldn't bring herself to believe that. Somehow she felt Shawn was still alive, somewhere. Ignoring her mixed roller coaster of emotions, she knew only one thing: she had to find him. _________________________________________ May I warn you, the first few chapters are shit. Partway through the story, I changed the pov to third person, and when to edit the previous chapters but honestly, I wasn't bothered. So sorry about how rubbish it is at first. I promise, it gets better. Anyways, READ ON