i mean this is technically nonfiction bc it's rants about my life bc me, a spoiled white kid has soooo many problems lol- but really im thankful for everything in my life- even if i wish i wasnt alive (wow so emo)
also trigger warnings about idk selfharm maybe not sure just be warned, i dont want people reading this who will get uncomfortable like please if you are dealing with depression or self harm you should talk to someone about so they can help you.
also anxiety but like idk if you can get triggered from that? unless i talk about something that makes you anxious i.e. school for me (even typing that gave me anxiety- greattttttt)
ok thats it- id actually be surprised if anyone reads this at all i mean my life is pretty boring- just saying rn.
thats all bei
(this intro is bigger than my confidence lol)
Nova is a girl who has been bullied for not being normal, and as a result tries her best to be "normal". This ends up pushing the people she cares about away, and she uncovers something new about herself that she hates.
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Normal. What does it mean to be normal? Other people always seem to know what it means to be normal, but I can never figure it out. "Why can't you just be normal?" Those six words ring over and over and over again in my head every single day of my life. It feels like every part of me is being ripped apart piece by piece whenever I hear those words in my head, and I don't know how to make it stop. What is so wrong about my life, that tears run down my cheeks every single night? What is so wrong about me.
⚠️This story contains abuse, self harm, homophobia(I think, I haven't read this in a while), and bullying. If you are not comfortable with any of these topics, please don't read.⚠️