Heal me, Break me
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Ongoing, First published Aug 08, 2017
abusedangerboylovecoldhearteddeppresionfamily-dramafamilyproblemsfamilysecretsfeaturedhappylovelovestorymistakespainpaintingregretromancesaddnessunhappiness
Disclaimer: This book used to be called "The new Guy," but is now being rewritten with a new plot line but has the same characters and some themes are the same. 

Blurb is below :
Seventeen-year-old Lexi has never felt what it feels to be loved as she sees love as anguish. Having abusive parents who destroy her not only physically but emotionally has wrecked her already broken heart. Due to her years of pain, Lexi suffers from depression. 

Loving yourself is difficult, loving someone is daunting, but Lexi soon discovers that love is beyond evil. 

Can Lexi free herself from a world where she feels nothing, but pain?
 
Find out by reading this book! 

Started in august 2017
Re- written on 8th March 2020
All Rights Reserved
abusedangerboylovecoldhearteddeppresionfamily-dramafamilyproblemsfamilysecretsfeaturedhappylovelovestorymistakespainpaintingregretromancesaddnessunhappiness
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In Riptides

18 parts Ongoing

𝐒𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐨 𝐈𝐧 𝐖𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬 (𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝟏 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭) After getting out of her comfort zone and navigating the turbulent waves of first love, Lia DeMarco finally feels like she's on the right path. But her blossoming clarity is shattered when a New Year's Eve party turns into the worst night of her life, throwing her into a riptide of pain and confusion. Struggling to keep her head above water, Lia begins to spiral and push away those who care about her most, drowning in a reckless life detached from her own. But no one recognizes pain quite like Nate Miller, and nothing will stop him from bringing the girl he loves back to shore. ────────────────────── FRIDAY UPDATES Contains mature themes, read intro for details Highest ranking: #12 Realistic

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