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Reads 1,858
Votes 201
Parts 45
Time 5h 55m

_because_whynot

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Theodore Sawyer, a kind and generous young boy once you get to meet him. No one has ever found a single imperfection about the sixteen year old to dislike him for, despite his short height and enclosed personality. But that was all they ever saw: the outside. They never saw who he was on the inside- the depressed Theodore; the abused Theodore.

But, what if there was someone who could?

How much of a change can Theodore's life make after realising that the school's most trouble-making student, Matthew Niccoli, had the ability to see straight through his facade and break down the walls from around his heart?

Or, would it be the other way around?

[THIS IS AN LGBTQ+ STORY. DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T SUPPORT. PERIOD]All Rights Reserved

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