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How would you feel if your best friend (and secret crush) kept a HUGE secret from you and led you on thinking he was okay? Mercy White doesn't know a thing about Jason's hidden drawing skills. He leads her on a with the fake smile. Or is it fake? No, not when he's around her. His life is happy around her. When he's alone... Well that's a different story.
When he's alone, by himself, he is bullied. Bullied not by his family or the kids down the block but himself. His thoughts flood his brain with things he'd rather not think about.
When will people hear his cry for help. He doesn't want to bring it all out and seem like an attention seeker. He's not, he's not a wanna be. No, he is serious. Be prepared to NEVER see people the same way EVER again.
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In which I fall in love with my brother's best friend. ***** "Don't pretend like you don't feel anything." His voice is low, sending shivers down my spine. "What do you mean?" "You know damn well what I mean." "I don't know what you're talking about." I pretend to ignore him, flipping some pages in my book. "Come on. I have all these assignments waiting. Aren't you supposed to teach me tonight?" "It depends on what you want me to teach." He smirks, his voice sounding even more dangerous. ***** I thought that my brother was the most popular guy in school, but as soon as I step into my university life, I realize how wrong I was. Meet Vaughn Cooper, his best friend. The guy is the epitome of every girl's dream. Godlike handsome. The quarterback. He's got the looks, and he's got the brain. Come on, he's got the scholarship to one of the most prestigious universities in the country, while I have just barely passed the entrance examination after long years of struggle during high school. How could a guy who worked that hard and deserves nothing more but adoration be labeled as a bad boy? Yeah, the answer is simple. The moment we lock eyes, I realize something as I stare into those piercing, amber eyes. He's not every girl's dream. He's every girl's nightmare. In my case, MY nightmare. Calm down, heart. Our story hasn't even started. ***** THE SPENCERS SERIES BOOK #1 © 2020 Anya Jayvyn. All Rights Reserved. (Content warning: This book has descriptive sexual content, explicit language, and triggering themes)
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