Forever and Always (danisnotonfire/amzingphil)
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Last published Tue, Jul 12, 2016
When Clara moves in with two adorable boys, she thinks life is just great. But she's wrong. Her life couldn't get anymore complecated. Ok I know I suck at descriptions but just read the story (it will get better, I promise)
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