Shattered
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Last published Thu, Aug 10, 2017
(This story contains triggers of suicidal thoughts, various mental disorders [all in which I have as well], self-harm, etc, but it also contains the overcoming of the state she's in. This is pretty much my own life romanticized to spread awareness of how these states affect people and tell others that they're not alone with situations like these. Be aware that since these are sensitive topics, they may be written a bit dramatically, but that's how it is in the mental state of someone who has as many disorders as I do.)
Angel's just a girl who's been through too much to seem sane, and she's not. 9 illnesses, mental and physical, are bringing her to pieces. She's trying to keep herself afloat, hiding it all, but in the end, she may just drown. She's cracking, and no one seems to notice. She's trying her hardest to be happy, but she doesn't think she'll make it. The rest is in the story, my friend. Read it and see if she survives the hell she lives in.
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