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The Find Me Diary

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Parts 19
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• 3rd Place in the 2017 Rose Awards 🌹

To Crouse who shined rays on everyone's day except her own. Eres un rayo de sol. Rest easy.

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"I attempted suicide. 

Attempted.

I am saying that word with neither relief nor regret. 

I can't decide just yet."

The diary of a girl with the utmost confusion to whom she should be,

And how she'll turned that "should" to "could".

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WARNING this book contains suicidal thoughts and actions. If you have been having suicidal thoughts, please find someone to talk to.All Rights Reserved

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