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BiancaAngelineGedari

Dear Diary,
          Bakit ganun ang ayaw ko lang namn ay yung makitang d niya gusto ang ginagawa ko.Gusto ko yung gusto at approved siya sa lahat na d niya kailangang gustuhin iyong ginagawa ko.Gusto ko lang namng d niya na isa  alang alang  yung kasiyahan ko ,gusto ko masaya siya d dahil masaya ako sa ginagawa ko kundi masaya dahil pinapakita ko yung best ko .Alam mo namng ayaw na ayaw Kong may nadidisapoint sa lahat ng ginagawa ko Ewan ko ba kasi yung dating sakin nun eh gumawa ako ng I sang malaking kamalian  na dapat kung pagsisisihan.Pero AKO namn ang may Mali dapat d ko na lang ginawa yun para d na ko nababagabag .D kasi ako sanay na d nagugustuhan ang mga ginagawa ko siguro yun yung Mali sakin dapat matuto akong tumanggap ng mga iyon.Pero every time that I made an embarrassing act I always think I wanna die.I don't want any person to dislike whatever I do I want them to be proud of me because I make my real best for it I don't want them to hate whatever I do because it hurts to much for me.It just like I wanna die every time its happened.Why do my life became like this?Why is it complicated?it sucks me so much...... 
                                                               Love,
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L U M I N A R I A In desires we chase, what stakes shall we embrace? Pinaniniwalaan na ng karamihan na sa gitna ng kasiyahan ay may kaakibat na kalungkutan. Kasunod ng halakhak ay daloy ng kalungkutan, at sa kahuli-hulihang pagkakataon, hiniling ko na sana hanggang doon na lamang iyon. Happiness, bought at the cost of sorrow Until the final drop of time slipped through my hands, I longed to feel remorse. But the truth is - I never felt a thing. Dahil ang kapalit ng kasiyahan ay ang aking kamatayan. What I mistook for the end turned out to be... the very beginning. Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine dying on the day I was born... and worst of all is opening my eyes to a world I no longer recognize. The place I found myself in, the people surrounding me, and even myself - or the body I have, to be exact. I died as an ordinary, untamed, reckless city girl - wild and free, convinced it would stay that way until my final breath. However, I was wrong, because I came back to life as a princess bound by cold, unforgiving chains. Isang prinsesang pinagkaitan ng kalayaan at nakakulong sa rehas ng nakaraan. She was deemed to be a cursed princess, and how unfortunate am I, to have that as my second life.

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