Despair (ON HOLD)
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Last published Wed, Apr 9, 2014
I am tired.
I am tired of not knowing. I'm tired of not knowing who I am. I'm tired of walking around in this strange apartment, that is suppose to be my home. I'm tired of strange people coming up to me claiming to be my friends. I'm tired of feeling lost and hopeless. but that excatly what i am. I am lost and I'm starting to loose hope.
After Penelope had a horrendous accident, she finds herself not knowing who she is. She doesn't remember where she was born or why is she even woke up in the hospital in the first place. She has no memory of her past at all. Needing help to regain her memory, she decides to go to Washington. where she was told was her hometown.
Will she ever be able to regain her memory or will she have to make new memories of her own ?
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