Struggles

Short poem I wrote once just to release some of what I was feeling in my teen years.
I was one who had trouble expressing how I was feeling, as many I'm sure understand, and what I was going through... putting it into said words was always so hard, I could only put things into a poetic form of writing.
So the story behind it is an obvious confusion on belief. I was struggling with who I was, and what I believed. I was being torn between the world, society and my faith. I was constantly sinking and drowning in it all and having a hard time surrendering to Jesus, whom I so dearly wanted in my life.
I hope you enjoy my writing. I personally don't think I'm the best at it but I'll practice.

*photo is of me at 16, I didn't have anything else at the time*