XENIZATION
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Ongoing14m
Last published Fri, Dec 1, 2017
•Xenization: The act of traveling as a stranger.
We go through life thinking that we know who we are....but do we really know ourselves as we as we think? Or have we just been traveling with a stranger?
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First off I have to give thanks to @Snortoro who made my awesome poster!:) She has also been very patient with me and helped me pick the characters names out. Here's her link:
http://my.w.tt/UiNb/HZ5GpZ0LwF
So yeah you should check her out ;)
Secondly, I first created this story on another website and it was originally going to be a fanfiction but I decided to start anew. If this seems similar to something maybe that's why.(TBH it didn't get far though)
Warning:
-Contains Some Boy Love(there are multiple characters and a few are gay so if you're not comfortable with that here's your heads up)
- Contains sensitive topics
- Please do not plagiarize! This story was my own idea. And if this is like something you've read, then I am sorry and it wasn't my intention to write something like it.
-I will be adding in some Psychological problems but I do admit that I am no expert so read at your own risk and please correct me if I've represented something incorrectly. However please do not be rude about it.
- Mentions of drugs
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