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desolation (phan)

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Reads 11,877
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Parts 12
Time 59m

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Years after his boyfriend's disappearance, Dan has been living alone, moping by himself and refusing to go out. He never gets any visitors, until one night there's a knock at his door, and he opens it to reveal someone he thought he'd never see again: his not-so-missing boyfriend, Phil Lester. 

Dan struggles to grasp the reality that his boyfriend really is alive, but everything is so different now. Should he throw his arms around Phil, or question what really happened?All Rights Reserved

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There is a Light That Never Goes Out (Phan) by worriedpeach

When Dan Howell goes to end his life one fateful night, he doesn't expect to meet a stranger that proposes a deal. If Dan give him thirty days, Phil will give him thirty reasons to live. If at the end of the thirty days and Dan still feels the same, then Phil will leave him alone. Warnings: mentions of suicide, smoking, overdose, alcohol, cursing, smut, depression, anxiety

The Book of Lies || Phan [[COMPLETED]] by DansPlacenta

After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks Genre: fluff/angst (no smut) Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks. (i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)

Broken Windows // Phan AU by pastel-philip

Phil is awakened at 2 A.M. by a mysterious crash coming from his kitchen. His first thought? An intruder has come to murder him in his sleep. When he creeps downstairs to investigate, however, the man he encounters does not seem to be the malicious criminal he imagined. A million questions swirl around in Phil's head as he tries to solve the mystery of the tall, curly-haired stranger who has shown up in the dead of night. Who is this man? Where did he come from? Why is he here? What is he hiding? When will Phil find out the truth? As Phil begins to grapple with conflicting emotions and Dan struggles with the reality of his past, they both slowly learn to open up to each other and come to terms with their true feelings. Warning: This story contains strong language, detailed violence, and smut.

Figure It Out [Phan] by JawnnnnnAndSherly

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But he's my best friend? -Phan by Phangirlingx

Dan and Phil have been best friends and room-mates for many years now. Although openly shipped by many people, 'phan' are just platonic. Or are they? When both parties start to question how they really feel for each other, will it end happily? Or will it end up ruining their friendship that they both cherish so dearly? Contains no self-harm/depression. Smut warnings are shown before reading :) x

Fine, I'll leave (Phanfiction) by youtubexobsessed

"GET OUT" Arguments happen and Phil is told to leave the apartment. Who's knows if it's the last time Dan will talk to him... "Fine, I'll leave" Phil is missing, it's been 2 weeks and Dan blames himself entirely. ** This is supposed to be a emotional story** ( WARNINGS: there may be swearing, violence and depression )

He Is My Everything by AmandaAndBlake

Dan Howell and Phil Lester seem like they have the perfect life. Little do the fans know that in the privacy of their apartment, everything has fallen apart. Dan's Chapters - Amanda Phil's Chapters - Blake

I'll always be here by krystinawrites

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Hunger Point | Phan by pennyroyaItea

Dan Howell and Phil Lester are just alike but come from different sides of the fence. Taking this into account: They've never met. But trying to save their lives by joining a crappy support group changes everything. The support group doesn't help anything, but at least now they know eachother's names. × Trigger Warning ×

Cold (Phan) by ship_it_like_fedex

Dan Howell and Phil Lester live their everyday lives together in their flat. They make YouTube videos and browse the web, except in addition they are competitive ice skaters. Dan has been acting strange for the past few days, and is getting incredibly edgy around Phil. Not knowing what to do with his odd new behavior, Phil continues on with his life completely oblivious to his best friend's crush on him as he pursues a crush of his own. Jealousy and rage, pouring through him, Dan begins to act on his feelings, and their friendship begins to tumble down. Suddenly one day, Dan suddenly collapses, and learns that he has a serious illness that could take his ability to skate and even his life. Will these two manage to be strong enough to get past the rough barrier and put together the shattered pieces of their friendship again before it's too late?

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There is a Light That Never Goes Out (Phan)

When Dan Howell goes to end his life one fateful night, he doesn't expect to meet a stranger that proposes a deal. If Dan give him thirty days, Phil will give him thirty reasons to live. If at the end of the thirty days and Dan still feels the same, then Phil will leave him alone. Warnings: mentions of suicide, smoking, overdose, alcohol, cursing, smut, depression, anxiety