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Diaries of a suicidal mind(Under editing)

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"I wish I had the stockholm syndrome, I wish I fell in love with depression, because at this point anxiety and depression are taking a toll on my soul, keeping me hostage in my bed, on my own, for days"All Rights Reserved

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My So Called "Life" by annabelle_marie03

I have had enough with my life. I cant seem to deal with it anymore. Im helpless and alone and I cant blame anyone but myself. Im the one to blame. Whats a life without lies? Well, my life is filled with lies that no one even knows. By the time they find out, if they find it I will most likely be gone.

The Depth of Ocean by Daybe56

"Sometimes, living in reality feels incredibly hard. What we desire often eludes us, while what we don't want is exactly what we receive. Is life truly this difficult, or are we the ones making it so? In the story of life, who wins-our mind or our heart? What is real, and what is just an illusion?"

When Death takes notice by Amrose

Games can be fun, but some games end rather badly. What happens when a young girl plays a game that catches the attention of someone that's not only bad, but deadly? Because once you kiss death... well... lets's just say that a killer doesn't kiss and tell... <3 This is a sample of my book. The book can now be found on Amazon, both as a paperback and as a digital book. It was free for five days in March 2020 to thank the wonderful readers here on Wattpad that supported me while I wrote the book. Thanks again for the support, it meant a lot. <3 NB! Warning some people might find this twisted love story disturbing. Stockholm syndrome* will be comming into play. The published version of the book is mature. The book starts off somewhat light, but it does get darker chapter by chapter. It is not recommended for a younger audience, nor for those who might take offense with strong language, sex scenes, non consensual acts, violence etc. Happy reading :D *Stockholm syndrome is a condition that causes hostages to develop a psychological alliance with their captors as a survival strategy during captivity. These feelings, resulting from a bond formed between captor and captives during intimate time spent together, are generally considered irrational in light of the danger or risk endured by the victims. Generally speaking, Stockholm syndrome consists of "strong emotional ties that develop between two persons where one person intermittently harasses, beats, threatens, abuses, or intimidates the other.

Empty- Girl Meets World by cece_stoner

I wanted to write down exactly how I felt but somehow the paper stayed empty and I could not have described it any better.

The Diary of Me by lyssagibson

I have marked this story as "completed" but I don't know if it will ever actual be complete. This is my journal, my secrets, my thoughts. This is The Diary of Me.

Love and Fury by frostyxvibe

"I wonder what it would be like to be loved. Real genuine love. The kind of love where you roll over in bed on a Saturday morning and see your lover. Your hair looks like a wreck, bad morning breath, crusties in the corners of your eyes and your partner still looks at you like you're the most beautiful person they have ever seen. The kind of love where even though you have been together for years, your whole body still overheats when they touch you." This is what Taylor is thinking about. Her mental illness, trust issues, and childhood trauma has made it impossible for her to be able to give and receive love like a normal person. Or as close to normal as you can be in this messed up world. All she wants is the love you see in the fairy tales, but all she chooses is intolerable messed up boys, and not real gentleman. So, what happens when she actually does meet that real gentleman? Will her insecurities, past traumas and mental illness get in the way? Or will she get her happily ever after? ***NOT FINISHED. Trying to do weekly chapters!***

XO Cassandra by Blondieeee13

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Love always, Jessica by thebewitchedsimp

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Save Me by LunarDivinity

I was drowning. I knew that. I also knew that the hands around my throat, pushing me deeper into the river water was the cause. What I didn't know was who was drowning me and why. It hurt thinking. It hurt to do anything right now. But I still screamed under the cold water and pushed the hands away as hard as I could. It didn't have much effect. I fought and fought, but I was getting weaker, and colder. The pain was overbearing. I couldn't breathe. It was the worst pain imaginable; and as the hands that were around my neck were forcibly ripped off by some unknown force, I slipped deeper into the depths of the river. My hair was straight above me along with my arms. My eyes were open and the water burned. A darkness started to pull me under, taking the pain away. I felt a small pressure around my waist, before the darkness completely consumed me. The last thing I remember is thinking, save me.

The Fault In Our Minds by acidicstorm

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My So Called "Life" cover

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XO Cassandra cover

Love always, Jessica cover

The Fault In Our Minds cover

My So Called "Life"

I have had enough with my life. I cant seem to deal with it anymore. Im helpless and alone and I cant blame anyone but myself. Im the one to blame. Whats a life without lies? Well, my life is filled with lies that no one even knows. By the time they find out, if they find it I will most likely be gone.