Clouded
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Complete Sat, Aug 12, 2017<5 mins
Being depressed can be hard. For me I was unsure of who I was anymore, and neither was anyone else. I was walking around this world unsure of anything. All I knew is it felt like I was stuck in this thick cloud and I couldn't get out.
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