21 parts Complete MatureFame?Glamour? Money? Success?
When I lost all of these, what did I have left?
❝I just wanted to help you but then I suddenly
just wanted to... You just seemed so innocent when you did something so
naughty...I just had to fuck you. I'm sorry. And n-now, I just had to love you!❞
❝Because of your foolish decision, I can't be what I use to be! Do you know what I
sacrificed to stay with you Bom!?❞
❝You should just leave 2ne1! You're not my member, you betrayed us all.❞
❝Do you understand what you caused? You ruined not only yourself, but everyone around you! Tell me how you will fix that?❞
❝That's my man!❞
I was already crashing and burning, but I became less than mere dirty ashes. I learned that all the ones around me even if they were very few, were hurting me.
But, it only blew out of proportion when I decided to throw myself in hell. Already considered of being fake, plastic, whore, bitch, and druggie. Suddenly, those words on the internet
became from a fantasy to reality.
We were from some the label. We were friends. We became more than friends.
What would you expect from a female and male?
It was bound to happen one way or the other. I just wanted to feel better. Why was that so wrong?
The sweet high lasted only for a short moment and I kept going back for more, becoming an addict. My only wish was to make this physical, mental, emotional, and yet social pain go away.
With only one deep puff of the euphoric smoke, I indulged into wanting more. We did love making, tongue wrapping, ass slapping and everything else that rhymes.
It soothed me to know that I wasn't the only one suffering and it intoxicated me.
But he under stood me and yet he fucked me up.
We cheated, we lied, we hurt...We created such an... EROTIC CONTROVERSY
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