Love, lust or just plain stupid-ness is what was thinking to herself at this moment in time, her one true love had sadly passed away three years ago due to an unexpected accident. Ever since then she lost control of everything she went from being a happily married family person with two adorable children, Crystal aged four and Simon aged six, and now when she looks in the mirror all she sees is a mentally unfit parent who has lost everything she ever cared about due to her stupidity and selfishness.