I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
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Complete Sun, Aug 13, 2017<5 mins
Pairing: none
Word count: 632
Summary: Virgil has a really terrible sensory overload and the others try and help him out. :)
Warnings: sensory overload, panic attacks
A/N: Thanks so much to you guys for getting "Posters" to almost 100 notes! I'm absolutely in awe at how much you liked it!!! Thanks to my wife @milk-withtwosugars for reading this and making sure it was good <3. This was inspired by me having a sensory overload on Friday (I know, this week has been stress central for me) and I wrote this on my very tired ride home from Madison. Enjoy!
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