/not just an ordinary fangirl/

being his fangirl wasn't that easy. being his fangirl was a choice. being a fangirl is something I'm good at, and I am proud of it. being a fangirl is somehow a good thing--and may be a distraction. nut this is different, this is reality.

what if we were called 'fans' for a reason? what if fangirling was something meant for all of us fans? what if fans weren't just fans? what if we were more than just fans?

questions keep occupying my mind until he made me feel that i am not just an ordinary fangirl