The 365 days I loved you*editing*
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Last published Sun, May 24, 2015
Have you ever loved someone with an imperfect heart?
Is it impossible to love someone with all your heart when the heart itself is failing?
In my lifetime I loved only one person even if all I had was an imperfect/failing heart.
But of course I admit I wasn't suppose to love her.
I wasn't suppose to let her into my walls or fall for her smile.
I thought..
Maybe if I didn't love her..she wouldn't have been hurting.
Maybe if I didn't love her...I she'd be happy.
And maybe just maybe she didn't mind that I loved her because of course she said it herself, that she loved me but then again she also said that I was the most painfullest person to love so I wouldn't really know.
In the surface I knew I shouldn't have loved her when I knew I would leave her in the end no matter what happened.
But deep down I knew I was happy to have her and happy that she was my first and last love.
"Hey, Riley ."
"Yeah?"
"I love you."
"I love you too."
"I'm sorry that I have to leave you."
"Yeah,I know."
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