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Memoirs Of A God

TwistedRainbows8908

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Reads 196
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Time 9m

TwistedRainbows8908

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This will be Murdoc X 2D from Gorillaz, if you do not enjoy mlm or the ship, please do not criticize my writing based on those elements. It does have more focus on Murdoc's character, and what the character means, as well as what he believes makes him out to be a God. If you are not alright with triggers of child abuse, suicide, or alcoholism, please do not read this. I do not mean to cause any pain or make anyone feel uncomfortable. I do enjoy constructive criticism, as long as it is actually helpful to me and my skills as an author. This will most likely stay a one shot, or not grow very long. It probably will not include smut, and it is written to help me get through a few issues, so I apologize greatly if Murdoc's character seems off.
         Death is a surprisingly natural part of life. Nobody really knows what happens when you leave this plane of existence, but there seems to be at least some kind of paradise, and some form of punishment. Someone may die of natural causes, an accident, whether it be in the home or caused by Mother Nature. Some may even choose to commit suicide, and leave this world early. It can be chosen for many reasons. Guilt, depression, anger issues, aniexty, past sins, or lost memories. Sometimes, some, or all of these reasons can be mixed together, especially at old age, with these thoughts swirling around for years on end. (TW#SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, TW#MENTIONS OF CHILD ABUSE, TW#SELF-HARM, TW#ADDICTION, TW#PILL ADDICTION, TW#ALCOHOLISM).All Rights Reserved

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Memoirs Of A God
Mon, Aug 21, 2017

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