Not all every story ends with happily-ever-after, most of the time it's just a once-upon-a-time. They say, when you're sad go to someone that can make you happy but how can you do that when the person who can make you happy is the reason of your sorrows? The last person on your mind before you sleep and the first person on your mind when you wake up is either the reason of your happiness or sadness. Mas tanga daw yung hindi piniling mag mahal, hindi ba mas tanga yung nasasaktan kana magpapaka martyr ka pa? Yung sinasaktan kana, nagbubulagbulagan ka pa? Yung hindi mo nabkaya pero pinipilit mo pa? When it comes to love, words without action is useless, and I think you should be heartless rather than heartbroken. Love can mend everything, but love can be the reason why you're hurting. Will you still choose love?
Sometimes, you're inlove but you don't know it yet. At bago mo pa malaman, ay huli na. Madalas ganyan, pero gaano ka kasigurado ma hindi ka mahuhulog sa tao na hindi mo gusto?
Love suddenly appear in unexpected time and unexpected guy you want to.
A/N: Hello po! ( kung may magiging readers po ito. Hihihi.) I'm not a good writer po ah? I simply just want to express myself through writing. Hindi po talaga ako writer, gaya po ng sinabi ko gusto ko lang ma-express ko yung sarili ko then sobrang stress and when you can't take it anymore gusto mong ilabas pero wala kang mahanap na way. (Sa mga nakakafeel po sa akin, kaya natin 'to nga seb!) I wish, writing can help me.
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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