Why can't it be me?
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We were best friends for two years... We had each other's back since you first transferred to this school... We were each other's everything, at least I thought so. But you were dating someone... And not just anyone, but the school queen B, Jennie. All she ever does is bully people and cheat behind your back. I told you about it, but all you did was yell in my face. I ran away crying thinking about what your said. Was I that bad of a friend? Was telling you the truth too much for you? Was I not trustworthy enough? I ran and ran without looking at where I was going and realized I ran into Justin, your brother. He comforted me and hugged me... He then asked me something that I would have never expected...
"Do you love him?"
That line replayed in my mind for days and that's when I realized... I loved you... The reason I always felt pain in my heart when you were all lovey dovey with Jennie or the way I would get over protective of you when your around other girls... it all came back to me... I loved you... After realizing my feelings I started running towards your house, but when I got there I saw you and Jennie kissing. That pained me a bit, but that wasn't going to stop me from telling you how I really feel. I breathed in and started walking towards you two confidently, but then stopped when I heard those three words I wanted to tell you....
"I love you Jennie!"
I felt like my heart shattered into a million pieces... I felt broken... I didn't even hear Jennies reply and I just started running.
Why can't it be me?
I ran all the way to my house and started crying my eyes out.... You loved her... The way I love you... I cried for days thinking about you, but I had to stop...
I will move on right?
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