Why can't it be me?

We were best friends for two years... We had each other's back since you first transferred to this school... We were each other's everything, at least I thought so. But you were dating someone... And not just anyone, but the school queen B, Jennie. All she ever does is bully people and cheat behind your back. I told you about it, but all you did was yell in my face. I ran away crying thinking about what your said. Was I that bad of a friend? Was telling you the truth too much for you? Was I not trustworthy enough? I ran and ran without looking at where I was going and realized I ran into Justin, your brother. He comforted me and hugged me... He then asked me something that I would have never expected...

"Do you love him?"

That line replayed in my mind for days and that's when I realized... I loved you... The reason I always felt pain in my heart when you were all lovey dovey with Jennie or the way I would get over protective of you when your around other girls... it all came back to me... I loved you... After realizing my feelings I started running towards your house, but when I got there I saw you and Jennie kissing. That pained me a bit, but that wasn't going to stop me from telling you how I really feel. I breathed in and started walking towards you two confidently, but then stopped when I heard those three words I wanted to tell you....

"I love you Jennie!"

I felt like my heart shattered into a million pieces... I felt broken... I didn't even hear Jennies reply and I just started running.

Why can't it be me?

I ran all the way to my house and started crying my eyes out.... You loved her... The way I love you... I cried for days thinking about you, but I had to stop...

I will move on right?

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