Me being angry
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Last published Sat, Jun 6, 2020
when I am angry, I will write in here
when I am upset, I will write in here
when I am annoyed, I will write in here
when I want to be serious, I will write in here
when I need to get my point across, I will write in here
when I need someone to listen, I will write in here
Think of this as a feelings book for the public. anyone can tell me how they feel. anyone can ask me for advice or tell me how stupid I am being or tell me that this is a good thing that I am doing. I want people to open up like I am opening up
I know that this may sound crazy or that this seems out of character for me since I am so bubbly but I have been wanting to do this so yea
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