"Never ending, infinities, circling around in the Nth dimension. Infinite parallel universes and alternate realities. Can you imagine that? I.... I would never want to live in any parallel universe where you don't exist." Eileen Wicks became a sort of meme around her small school in Washington state. But before that, she was nobody. Nothing. Well, she wished she was nobody. Maybe then she could've killed herself without anyone noticing. Triggering themes such as drug and alcohol use, bulling, manipulation, suicide, self harm, eating disorders, abuse, and most importantly: the unhealthy coping methods. This book is not for the people looking for a sappy romance novel between two depressed peoples nor is it made to romanticize or glorify.