you're my heroin(e)
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Joshua Fucking Ramsay. Joshua mother-fucking Ramsay was the only reason I was like this. He made me a monster, he made me scared, he made me weak, and worst of all, he made me me.
I was normal, I had friends, until that blue haired douche bag showed his face. Everything was fine, perfect even, yet still he was my darkest hour and my brightest light. nothing that touched me would hurt me when he was around, but was it him or the drugs I could never know.
He got me addicted. to smoking, to heroine, to death, but the worst of all, him. He was the most dangerous drug I could name. His name stained my tounge black but I couldn't stop saying it.
Josh.
Josh.
Josh.
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