Don't Despair
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MatureOngoing5m
Last published Tue, Aug 22, 2017
when you realise that everything is nothing
compared to love xxx
Disclaimer.
Homaphobia from characters just how I portrayed them I love gay people they are pretty awsome
Also mentions gay love so if you dont like dont read it
Also deals with suicidal thoughts
Again if you are a victim or dont like it dont read it
However it would be great if you did
read it cuz I don't have friends and I secretly 5 years old with no romantic experience
DONT JUDGE ME I AM 5 AND CAN spell Homophobia I dont know... is that how you spell it. ... I have problems I know ........... .. :-)
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