Yes, I really do believe in love. I do believe in fairytales. I do believe in happy endings, ofcourse it's the part of the fairytales that we waited the most. . . . . .BUT . . . That's all is in the past. Wanna know why? Its for you to find out :) It may sounds bitter but its really true that I dont want to love again, to love in a romantic way for the second time around because I dont want to feel the pain again. I dont know why he has that so much effect on me. That I still love him very much inspite on what he did to me. Shit!!! I want to try every possible way just to forget him, If possible I want to have an amnesia to forget the pain, to forget every part of him, to forget all the happy moments we shared! shit(tae)! shit(tae)! that bullshit!