A Queen's Journal

I am not a queen pero kung ituring nila ako e parang ganun ako. I don't know pero unti-unti na rin akong nasanay sa atensyon na binibigay nila. But do you think, this is good? That all of their attention was just focused on me? Nahihirapan na rin akong mag-adjust sa mga haters at bashers ko - see? I also have such fellow and it kills me when they were talking bad about me.