Smoking the last cigarette

He was watching her while she was sleeping. She looked so innocent and beautiful, he wanted to hold her in his arms and kiss her slowly but in the same time he didn't want to wake her up. So he just took a cigarette and quietly get out of the car laying his back on the car door. He placed the cigarette between his lips and light it, taking a deep sip of smoke in his mouth and then looking up to the sky, he blow the smoke out. You could say that he was looking hot and dreamy, every girl would want to be with him in this moment and stare at him, his perfect jawline and his flawless skin. But he only wanted to be with her, the girl who was sleeping in his car while he was slowly destroying himself by smoking and thinking about his life, his family that hated him for what he was and his problems with his fake friends... He was feeling empty and pointless but yet she was giving him reasons to keep fighting for his life, for her, even if she didn't know how important she was for him and maybe she would never known. He closed his red, anymore, eyes, fighting his tears back and breathing another sip from his cigarette. He was sure that the feelings for her was love but would he ever tell her how much he loves her? would he let her get in his life for good? Would she ever understand how much he loves her behind that mask he used to cover his feelings from the world? She had to be brave enough to stay with him, she would get hurt but she should not give up until he let her know his past and open his heart to her...

This is the story of a player that met a girl which changed his life. I hope you like it, leave me a comment to know if I should keep the story or no♥
Love ya, Marialena 🌹