Just a lie

She's amazing....She's one of a kind...My life before is full of trouble,I drink Beer more than A water,I smoke like its my everyday vitamin until I met her The girl that i loved the most The girl who became my world but That's what i thought because like the other's she leave me Without no words,without any explanation and I Became worse until I met HER The girl that i never think i will love,The girl that I can't imagine who will become my world..The girl who never experience wearing a fucking dress,eating in a fancy restaurant and Do fucking shoppings .But I dont know why.. did I already fall for her?Or Everything that she acts and say is just a lie..A Fucking lie