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Confessions of a Sex Addict

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"Do I have to do this" sighs in disappointment....

Hi reader, I'm suppose to introduce myself and walk you through this journey of my "ADDICTION" but honestly I don't have an addiction....

I'm suppose to have you feel sorry for me and have you understand the true me behind the fact that I'm addicted to sex. Which I find to be a bunch of bullshit. 

I can assure you that I'm just fine; but the people here in this facility don't think so. They want me to grow and control my addiction that's become apart of my everyday life. 

It's not going to work. I cant get over making that special girl feel that spark that they thought they never knew existed. Make them cum, make them know that I care.... okay maybe not care, but having them and making them feel sexy. 

Sex is all I think about. Even when I don't want it i want it. Morning, noon; and night. I honestly feel like I don't have a problem. So what if I have an addiction that hasn't stopped me from doing my every day task. I wake up, have sex, I eat, I have sex, Sleep, have sex. It's like washing your hair "Wash, Rinse, Repeat"  same process but add sex in the mix. 

Amanda a.k.a. Alec Bates has a sex addiction that she just cant seem to shake and goes to a facility to get help for her problems and encounters a few demons along the way. Her doctor she's assigned to gets caught up in her drama but Alec leans along the way but it takes time.All Rights Reserved

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AntitheSIS- GxG by AurieauxRodeo

-Nyssa- Alyx was not put in my path so I could fall in love with her. Ours was not meant to be a love story. When I met Alyx, I was a feisty 12 year old with big dreams and a bigger attitude. She was the moody, bi-racial 13 year old, who despised the very world she lived in. In highschool, I was a cliché. The beautiful, blonde cheerleader with the future prom king attached to my arm. My future was set in stone. But at some point, the quiet, introverted Alyx I knew, grew up. Now she's tall, dark, and dangerous, Alyx. The ripped badass with the short hair that girls can't get enough of. She became everyone's obsession. Suddenly, everyone wants a piece of her, including me. Alyx's change came with a price. She fought her demons, and she saved me from mine. To do so, she had to embrace the darkness inside of her. She learned to fight fire with fire. She was only meant to play one role in my story, though. The brooding protector. The sexy savior. It was her job to keep me out of trouble, watch over me, be there when I needed her most. Especially when I needed someone to save me from myself. From the demons that had infected me with my own dark urges. Alyx's dark side lured out my own. It attracted me to her like the song of a siren. Or like a moth to a flame. And that...was a serious problem. I was not supposed to love her. It wasn't because she was the same gender as me. Or because I have a boyfriend. It wasn't because she didn't exactly fit into the "American Dream" life. Or that she brings out a wickedness in me that could tear down my entire future. Nope. It's a problem because she's my step-sister. And yet, I can't help but feel like every piece of her, belongs to me. This is a wlw, erotic, interracial, masc/fem stepsister smut/romance. If you don't like it, don't read. CW: Sexual assault, spanking and choking, drug reference, violence, blood kink Top rankings- #1 in gxg #2 in girlxgirl #3 in wlw

Hideout (gxg agegap) by irisblairvalentine

DISCONTINUED - find me on Instagram (IrisBlairValentine) for more Information or read Chapter 14 "Important Announcement". - I just now noticed all the tiny freckles dancing on her fair skin. They were so light I couldn't believe they were there. "Are you happy?", the woman asked, glancing at me with a curious expression. "Again a topic for another night", I said contemplating ending our time right then. "Oh don't be a killjoy", she mumbled, taking deep breaths. "Why do you enjoy light touches so much?", I asked, glancing along her spine to notice once more how her muscles danced with my roaming hands. You'd think she would eventually get bored with the repetitive movements, but no. She seemed to like them. "Doesn't everyone?", she whispered, furrowing her brows. "Most people get them from their partner, not a stranger", I whispered, slowly grazing the fingernail of my index finger along her spine, watching strong goosebumps travel over body once more. "It's good that you're not a stranger anymore then, huh?", she whispered, grinning slightly as she nuzzled the towel. - New name, new cover, new content - if the book seems familiar please stick around. I've basically changed everything but the names. Could've written a new book but the 600K reads made me feel special lol This book may not be appropriate for anyone younger than 18. It contains an age gap, lesbian content and smut. This book is a work of romantic/erotic fiction. Please don't read it if you are uncomfortable with explicit descriptions of sexual acts. Though not all of them are explicit, some of them definetly are.

All Of You by ameesaAhlam

(Though highly recommend to read the book "Obsession, Madness & Love" first, this book can be read as a standalone.) ____________________________________________ I made a mistake. A terrible one. I betrayed my best friend. The only person who ever cared for me. But I had no choice. Then there's his younger sister, Maria Andrews who always looked up to me as if I was some kind of an angel, little does she know that I am far away from that. And now I am on the run, trying to leave everything behind. But it's been four years, four fucking years since her eighteenth birthday when she confessed having feelings for me. For Me. And her words still haunt me, the tears in her eyes when I rejected her still burn my heart but I did what I had to do. People don't love me, especially women...they only seek pleasure from me. I am not a lovable person and someone you should definitely steer clear of. Getting involved with my best friend's (or ex best friend's) sister is stupid and I'm fucking mature enough to not even think of her, of someone who is eight years younger than me. But now, she is here and God help me, I am about to cross every fucking line.

If I Try (Lesbian Story) by Balueyes

My life in ruins, this is where I'm at currently. I was living a lie, lying to people and most importantly to myself. You can act straight all you want, you can try to convince yourself that, but no matter how hard you try. The truth is always revealed. What did I do? I stroked her face, and told her she was still beautiful, then I bent down and kissed her. One of those soft, yet deep, gut wrenching, I'll always love you, but I have to let you go, goodbye kisses. Then I rested my forehead on hers and closed my eyes. I saw the past that we had, all of the memories we had together, I took them in, I felt the feelings again, I processed them. Then I saw the dreams that we dreamed for our future, I saw all of our plans that we made, I felt them, I felt the pain of what would never be, and then I released it all. I didn't realize I was sobbing until I felt her hand graze over the tears. I opened my eyes, blinked away the tears I had left, and smiled. She returned my smile. We knew at that point that no matter what happened, we would be ok.............. This is my struggle, this is my journey. Join me for the ride, but make sure you wear your helmet.

Off Limits(a Rough Riders Novel) by LaceyRay

*Updated version of this story with bonus material can be found here https://my.w.tt/YCDj4fqkc9 * Welcome to Rough Riders! We can guarantee you that you are in for a f*cktastic ride! Whether you prefer blondes, brunettes, twinks, or bears R&R has something for everyone. Just sit back, relax, and enjoy the ride. I had a job that some would kill for. I photographed smokin hot guys, sometimes barely clothed, on a regular basis. The catch is I work for my father, Rex Rider, retired porn star extraordinaire at his super successful porn studio Rough Riders. I see you scratching your head asking, "Elliot I don't see the problem here." A. It's a gay porn studio. B. I'm not a dude, despite my name. I'm stuck all day ogling scantily clad men, most are gay. I know, poor me right!? But I really do have the best job ever! One of those gay hotties is my bestie Maxwell Creed. Totally gay. Totally too stinkin kind, funny, cute, hot, and just down right lovable for his own good. How could I not fall in love with him? Right? Then my dad goes and hires Ash. What the hell was he thinking hiring this kid? Not only can he melt your panties off with his smile, but he's like barely legal and just the cutest thing ever! I really need to quit crushing like a freaking fan girl and straighten the hell up. Because Ellie girl, the Rough Riders are off limits to you!

Addict In Black ✔ by whoscountinganyway

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AntitheSIS- GxG

-Nyssa- Alyx was not put in my path so I could fall in love with her. Ours was not meant to be a love story. When I met Alyx, I was a feisty 12 year old with big dreams and a bigger attitude. She was the moody, bi-racial 13 year old, who despised the very world she lived in. In highschool, I was a cliché. The beautiful, blonde cheerleader with the future prom king attached to my arm. My future was set in stone. But at some point, the quiet, introverted Alyx I knew, grew up. Now she's tall, dark, and dangerous, Alyx. The ripped badass with the short hair that girls can't get enough of. She became everyone's obsession. Suddenly, everyone wants a piece of her, including me. Alyx's change came with a price. She fought her demons, and she saved me from mine. To do so, she had to embrace the darkness inside of her. She learned to fight fire with fire. She was only meant to play one role in my story, though. The brooding protector. The sexy savior. It was her job to keep me out of trouble, watch over me, be there when I needed her most. Especially when I needed someone to save me from myself. From the demons that had infected me with my own dark urges. Alyx's dark side lured out my own. It attracted me to her like the song of a siren. Or like a moth to a flame. And that...was a serious problem. I was not supposed to love her. It wasn't because she was the same gender as me. Or because I have a boyfriend. It wasn't because she didn't exactly fit into the "American Dream" life. Or that she brings out a wickedness in me that could tear down my entire future. Nope. It's a problem because she's my step-sister. And yet, I can't help but feel like every piece of her, belongs to me. This is a wlw, erotic, interracial, masc/fem stepsister smut/romance. If you don't like it, don't read. CW: Sexual assault, spanking and choking, drug reference, violence, blood kink Top rankings- #1 in gxg #2 in girlxgirl #3 in wlw