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Confessions of a Sex Addict

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"Do I have to do this" sighs in disappointment....

Hi reader, I'm suppose to introduce myself and walk you through this journey of my "ADDICTION" but honestly I don't have an addiction....

I'm suppose to have you feel sorry for me and have you understand the true me behind the fact that I'm addicted to sex. Which I find to be a bunch of bullshit. 

I can assure you that I'm just fine; but the people here in this facility don't think so. They want me to grow and control my addiction that's become apart of my everyday life. 

It's not going to work. I cant get over making that special girl feel that spark that they thought they never knew existed. Make them cum, make them know that I care.... okay maybe not care, but having them and making them feel sexy. 

Sex is all I think about. Even when I don't want it i want it. Morning, noon; and night. I honestly feel like I don't have a problem. So what if I have an addiction that hasn't stopped me from doing my every day task. I wake up, have sex, I eat, I have sex, Sleep, have sex. It's like washing your hair "Wash, Rinse, Repeat"  same process but add sex in the mix. 

Amanda a.k.a. Alec Bates has a sex addiction that she just cant seem to shake and goes to a facility to get help for her problems and encounters a few demons along the way. Her doctor she's assigned to gets caught up in her drama but Alec leans along the way but it takes time.All Rights Reserved

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