//in a broken world//
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"the thing about writing is i can't tell if it's healing or destroying me" -rupi kaur
The inner workings of a quirky teen. The hope, the fear, the love, the self loathing, (mostly) uncensored. These words travel from my heart to the paper to the screen. This is the real Lars. The one everyone thinks they know.
(I switch from first to third person point of view, sometimes speaking of myself in third person. It's up to you to find out when I'm speaking of myself, and when I'm not.)
**Note: all the missing capitalization and punctuation is intentional... also, I don't own any music used in this book...also trigger warning**
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