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Always Is Not Forever (Breaking Myself - Part II)

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For Alina, the worse has already happened and no longer she closed herself in the chains of the past. She got everything a girl could ask for. A boy who loved her, parents back to normal and the new start.
 
For Kabir, the worse he could see had happened, the love he desired was back to him and at last, he moved on from the haunted past and failure. He got everything a boy could ask for. A girl who loved him and the new start with her.

But they forgot new starts are not easy when your past is still there, haunting and crushing you.

Maybe this new start wasn't a lovely one but the one to push them back to the start.

Maybe they would learn love is not forever.All Rights Reserved

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Inevitable by morganr321

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Kabir-Kajal:- The Saga Of Love by SSneha7

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