Its Just a FEELING
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WHEN I LOVE MYSELF ENOUGH, I BEGAN LEAVING WHATEVER WASN'T HEALTHY. "Losing someone you love is difficult but losing that person will open a new door with good purpose you just have to accept the fact that, everything ends and just like the rainbow it will fade no matter how beautiful it is." 4 years of "UNREQUITED LOVE". Its a dream come true when they became lovers but everything disappeared in just matter of 1 month without her being able to tell what she really felt for the man. Regrets are always in the END. What ifs, what if I said those words to him?, will it chance anything? sometimes I want to tell him how much he mean to me, how much i like him but its too late for me to say those words, cause his not mine anymore, yet losing him made me realized something, its that.................................. theirs a greater life ahead of me without him.
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