Loving You Painfully - Michaeng (Completed)

I once read an article about it, a definitive explanation about our sign's compatibility. Aries and Taurus, it said :

"We're talking "take a bullet for each other" kind of lesbromance. These two have each other's back no matter what. Aries completely respects Taurus; mutual respect is essential to their bond. If this turns into love, it's going to be soul-crushingly beautiful, but more often these two are the best of friends, and that's just fine, too"

Funny. Here, I don't know is there any thing called love between us. I will take a bullet for her, that's for sure. Soul-crushingly beautiful? More like crushing me on the inside. That's kind of my situation right now. Up until I read this article, I don't really care about my feeling towards her. I will always care for her, but I'm not the type who show it off, I'm more into action than words. But, I don't think she ever realizes tho, she's too selfish, just like me. She's so good at pursuing push and pull act. Again, she's also stubborn just like me. Sometimes I feel enough, I want to stop caring, but sometimes I showered her with total affection. On the other hand, she liked to receive that kind of attention from me. And sometimes, she's not.

Ah, I hate this feeling. It's odd. It's irrational. I feel like I don't want to admit it. I totally hate this feeling. It started 2 years ago when the first time I laid my eyes on her.

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- Chaeyoung's POV | Chaeyoung's frustation towards her.
- English is not my first language, apologize if there's any errors in grammar and spelling
- Contains hurt/comfort and angst