Loving You Painfully - Michaeng (Completed)
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  • Parts 42
  • Time 7h 24m
Complete, First published Aug 24, 2017
Mature
I once read an article about it, a definitive explanation about our sign's compatibility.  Aries and Taurus, it said :
    
"We're talking "take a bullet for each other" kind of lesbromance. These two have each other's back no matter what.  Aries completely respects Taurus; mutual respect is essential to their bond. If this turns into love, it's going to be soul-crushingly beautiful, but more often these two are the best of friends, and that's just fine, too"
    
Funny. Here, I don't know is there any thing called love between us. I will take a bullet for her, that's for sure.  Soul-crushingly beautiful? More like crushing me on the inside. That's kind of my situation right now. Up until I read this article, I don't really care about my feeling towards her. I will always care for her, but I'm not the type who show it off, I'm more into action than words. But, I don't think she ever realizes tho, she's too selfish, just like me. She's so good at pursuing push and pull act. Again, she's also stubborn just like me. Sometimes I feel enough, I want to stop caring, but sometimes I showered her with total affection. On the other hand, she liked to receive that kind of attention from me. And sometimes, she's not. 
    
Ah, I hate this feeling. It's odd. It's irrational. I feel like I don't want to admit it. I totally hate this feeling. It started 2 years ago when the first time I laid my eyes on her.
    
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    - Chaeyoung's POV | Chaeyoung's frustation towards her. 
    - English is not my first language, apologize if there's any errors in grammar and spelling
    - Contains hurt/comfort and angst
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"I got you something." He told her pulling away, while she watched him curiously until he pulled out a pandora bag. Her eyes widened at the necklace with an infinity symbol in crested with small little diamonds. "How you even afford this kari?" She questioned, unable to take her eyes off of it. "Shit, my savings." He rubbed the back of his head that possessed his starter loc twists. "That was so nice of you, you didn't have too." She smiled softly finally looking at him, "Can you put it on me?" He stood behind her and she moved her hair out of the way as he put it around her neck and clipped it back together. Her hand immediately went to it. "I'm never gone take it off." She promised him turning to face him. "I love you kari." "I love you too, hone. Til Infinity." --- When an unfortunate sequence of events suddenly separates two bestfriends, Dakari and Honesty, with no plausible reason, it's shakes up the world of the two inseparable individuals. With no goodbyes shared, Dakari was left feeling alone and heartbroken by the sudden disappearance of the only person outside of family that he cared for deeply. The outside world declared Dakari mad at the world, and he didn't think he could ever get over the missing void created by her absence. When honesty finds herself back where it all began, she discovers the hard way that Dakari no longer wants anything to do with her. The unexpected reunion rekindles unbearable memories of their deep connection and the painful separation that slowly but surely leads them back to each other. It's up to them to pick up the pieces of their broken friendship as they confront their past and face what's in store for their future, whether it's together or apart. They must decide if their love is strong enough to hurdle over the obstacles sent their way from every angle. Is true love worth fighting for no matter how long it takes? Published; Dec 24th, 2023 Finished; July 3rd, 2024