My Rising
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Last published Tue, Jul 3, 2018
It was as if life wanted you to end your life. Your entire existence was meaningless to everyone, including yourself, constantly asking "Why was I even born?" Your mother and father never wanted you. Your brother almost killed you for being a waste of space. Abused, bullied, framed, blackmailed and the list goes on. "No more....no..more.....no" ending your life would be unimportant, so you went ahead and looked down, breathed in your final breath of that cool air. Darkness...
Life wasn't against you, it was helping you see want good your life meant to the universe. The Universe gives you a chance to see what life is like without you, will you descend and leave the world? Or will you rise?
This story contains suicide, abuse, semi-strong language and mature content.
Suicide is a terrible thing that happens often, a strong topic and not for the faint hearted. If you see anyone with these feeling, please do not hesitate to help or call. Love you all!
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