Expressing Ones Self
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IF I COULD ONLY EXPRESS MYSELF,
IT WOULD BE EASIER FOR US
TO KNOW OURSELVES MORE
BUT IT WAS TOO LATE
BECAUSE HE ALREADY FIND SOMEONE
WHO CAN MAKE HIM EVEN HAPPIER...
It keeps on reminding me of our past that is never brought up and keep it as a secret to myself ...
Hi I am Madison,14 years of age,I studied at Stonefield College. I am so shy when I was little until I grow up that attitude of mine never change that's why when I entered highschool I am very nervous of having new environment. Noong pumasok na ako ng first year highschool some of my friends kept on saying I should mingle with them sometimes but honestly I am very afraid to make friends at first because I am afraid of what others might thought of me---having bad impression to your friends is very nasty for me. But everything changed when I met him-Hussein. And yes!!!alam ko ang iniisip ninyo,he is a muslim student like it's so weird??Coincidence ba ito o baka naman ako lang ang nag-iisip ng kung ano-ano ??
ABANGAN....
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