Love is Suicide (Rewriting/ON HOLD!!!!!)
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Last published Sun, Mar 9, 2014
"When I loved you it was as I were dying, but now with you gone. . . Life is completely suicidal. "
Ashley is deeply depressed but keeps her feelings to herself and puts on a show for everybody but deep down inside she wants to die. Then she meets Matt who is a sweet, kind boy who would never hurt anyone and he doesn't hate her. She tries to stay away from him but she can't. He is the only one who makes her feel like she matters.. Matt wants to be Ashley friend and is determined to find out what is wrong with her. Can she keep up this charade or will she finally be unmasked?
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